✦ A very important message ✦

I messed up,
Licku.

...and I made a whole website about it. Yes, again. 😭

scroll to witness the full drama
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✦ Before anything else ✦

Congratulations, My Queen! ❤️

You cleared JRF. Let that sink in. JRF. 🎉

JRF Qualified ✨ That's my girl

Exhibit A 📸

The Photo That Started It All

✨ Glowing as always
Licku
💜 Purple era 🔥

I don't know where that guy went... and it's definitely NOT out of jealousy. 😇
Anyway — look at you. Absolutely glowing on your last college day. 🌸
(The plants are safe. No plants were harmed in the editing of this photo.)

The Crime Scene 🔍

Here's what actually happened

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You posted your college farewell photo — your last beautiful memories of college. Queen behaviour as always.

🧠💥

My brain, already running on 0% battery from office stress, immediately chose chaos. Overthinking: activated. Chill: nowhere to be found.

📚😤

Meanwhile you were surviving VIVA exams, packing your luggage, and saying your last goodbyes to college — all in one day. A literal superhero.

😬📞

I confronted you about the photo. With zero chill and maximum unnecessary energy. My worst villain arc moment.

💜✨

You — after the most hectic day of your college life — still called me, still explained, still chose patience. You're genuinely rare, Licku.

🌐💌

And so I did what any completely normal person does — built a whole website to say sorry. Perfectly reasonable response.

Sorry

The real talk 💬

What I actually want to say

"

You had the most exhausting, emotional, bittersweet day — VIVA, packing your luggage, last goodbyes — and instead of just crashing, you picked up the phone and sorted things out with me too. I was stressed, running on empty, and I overthought something that didn't deserve that energy at all. You deserved patience from me, not that. And I'm genuinely sorry — not the "ok fine sorry" kind. The real kind. 🥺

— Someone who is very, very sorry and made a website to prove it 💌

For what's ahead 🌙

Going home doesn't define you

Home is just a place. You are the thing that matters. You walked out of college as a JRF qualifier, with memories that are yours forever — and that goes with you everywhere, Rourkela or anywhere else.

📞

I'm one call away

Whenever it gets heavy, whenever you need to vent — I'm here. No judgement, just listening.

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Your safe space

When home doesn't feel warm, I'll be that warm corner. Your feelings are always valid here.

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You're not alone

This chapter's just starting. JRF cleared, future ahead — and someone in your corner always.

Let's be honest though 😭

A completely accurate breakdown

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My brain that day

Office stress: -40%
Overthinking: -40%
Common sense: 0% remaining
Chaos mode: ON

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Me examining that photo

"Who is this"
"Why is he there"
"I am fine."
"I am NOT fine."

🖼️✂️

The photo situation

Guy: existed in a photo
Me: acquired AI tools
Guy: gone
Totally normal behaviour 😇

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Licku that same day

VIVA ✅
Packed luggage ✅
Said goodbyes ✅
Managed my drama ✅
She ate? Maybe.

From the heart 💌

A proper letter

June 2025

Dear Licku,

I know you already forgave me on the call — and I also know you're now in full tantrum mode heading to Rourkela, and I am emotionally preparing myself 😭 — but I still wanted to do this properly.

Your last college day was supposed to be all yours. VIVA survived, luggage packed, goodbyes said — that's a whole emotional chapter closing. And instead of letting you have that day fully, I added unnecessary drama to it. That wasn't fair, and I'm genuinely sorry for that.

I know going back home isn't always the easiest thing. But I want you to know — whatever that feels like, I'm here. You can call, vent, go silent, send memes at 2am — I'm not going anywhere. You don't have to carry things alone.

And Licku — JRF. You cleared JRF. That's not small. That's YOU, your hard work, your brain, your persistence. Nobody can take that. Carry it with you wherever you go. 🌸

Anyway. Go rest. Eat something good. And yes, unleash the tantrum mode whenever ready — I've been warned and I accept the consequences. 🥲

With all the sorry energy and then some,

— Chiranjib 💙

Sorry, Licku 🥺

You know what to do. 👀

Thank you for listening to me, understanding me, and reminding me to speak with kindness even when my emotions get the better of me. 🌸
You're precious to me. ❤️🫂